caught in the middle

2008-09-23T19:11:00.001+08:00

hello.
i have moved on to LJ

click HERE(:

2008-09-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

okay.
its been awhile since i last blogged.
anyhow,
internship had ended,
pre-forum had ended as well.
next week will be the forum itself.
till then(:

2008-08-03T00:27:00.005+08:00

today's Dr Chow's Farewell Party.
picture speaks louder than word.

all the year 3s who turned up.

everyone who turned up(:

there's this almost perfect picture.

well, to me.

but sadly, it ain't perfect BECAUSE twin's not in it.

anyhow, the dove shower ok thing is darn funny..
they perfomrmed inside la!
but i just missed the girls' live performance.

2008-07-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

yes, i was stuck outside my house on tuesday.
sadly no one came to my rescue till an hour and a half later.

dumb friend couldn't come save me.
too dumb to make her way out.

asked me why i never call shiying,
cause i remember her telling me she watching Dark Knight on tues at Vivo?

anyhow, i text/called, twin, stranger and yiting.

2008-07-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Director's List Ceremony today.
went for twen's house warming, left early for there's work tomorrow!
in between was like thinking of whether to go or not?
how should i explain why?

and yes, my friend told me this,
try to imagine that it's sunday today. no work, then tomorrow's a monday, got work, the day after is public holiday.
what a way convince yourself.

work still suck badly. nevermind, sunday, i am so so so looking forward to it.

it's easier said than done.

2008-07-07T21:03:00.002+08:00

WORK SUCKS TOTALLY.

i have to work OT today.
how sad!
i almost cried,
NOT because i have OT,
but its because that i've got superrrrrrrrrr nice friends(:

2008-07-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

had this trainee's outing yesterday, the turn out was pathetic.
only huanwei, yanni, zhiwei, william and adeline was there.
dinner was at MS thai express and then went to some pub at MW for drinks,
yanni left and zhixiang came.
you bet, it was relaxing, away from work!

then today, sentosa, was slightly better.
there were adeline, junxin, yanni, yiting and huanwei. widya joined us slightly later then lena then chiewxue, she was the latest!
we went cafe del mar.
we built sandcastle, bury huanwei and yanni. played frisbee.
sadly, the frisbee flew too far away so we stopped playing frisbee.
had fun though there wasn't much sun, the weather is just good(:
and yes, junxin knows HIM.

2008-07-03T20:13:00.002+08:00

today work was crap!
huanwei, yiting, chiewxue, shirlene, lena and adeline know why.

had pasta mania for lunch for 2 consecutive days!
mr tew treat us yesterday, and today we went on our own accord.

this is something irritating,
i am the youngest among yiting, lena, shirlene chiewxue, huanwei and adeline!
HAHA they all among the 2-range.
but but but i am not. HEHEHE.
ok, go ahead, kick my ass.
but i know you all won't do it BECAUSE
all of you, are NICE!
or rather, GREAT!(:

working is now like setting records of 'within 100moves'.
and talking about very interesting things like,
WW, you know who, monkey, FB.

2008-06-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

yes, as one of my friend just mentioned to me, my birthday is ending!

anyhow, a big big thank you to
n603 people who celebrated for me last night,
my secondary school classmates who celebrated for me this afternoon,
and stranger and fling who met me later in the evening!
and of course to my twin BROTHER! who was there for all 3 ocassions.

thanks to those who wished me through the phone, the text messages, friendster, face to face, msn messenger, directly, indirectly, and not forgetting that 10 strangers who wished me at tiongbahruplaza.

thank you,
calvin, damien and kafoong for the cake,
charlotte, huanwei, jessica, myra, tianwen, mavis, yanni and weiqin for the shirt and the cup,
weilin and kokwei for the shirt,
wendy, shendia, yiting and the 2 other friends (whom i yet to find out) for the shirt and the shorts.

2008-06-29T02:48:00.002+08:00

had a great day out with my classmates,
the whole clique from our class came and of course, twin too.
thank you so very much for today.
the wishes, the gifts, the cake and everything.
i so love you guys.

2008-06-28T17:18:00.005+08:00

1 and a half year ago,
the wrong choice was made.
probably, we just missed it.

sitting down, laughing at how silly times could get.
could just be so silly.

2008-06-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

i say i will blog this, and i would.
WENDY KOH WAN YI, you this STRANGER!
you know why.
and yes, not forgetting,
CHAN WEI LIN!

anyhow, i got really great friends!

2008-06-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

FDM camp, Groove Garage was not bad.
honest words.
dazzick a.k.a senior citizens comprises of many people whom i am too lazy to name out.

gonna wash up and go concert.
before i am gonna end this entry,
i wanna say, i am so reluctant to go!

2008-06-06T22:50:00.001+08:00

i got in! (:

i didn't know how to express myself.

2008-06-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

it happened twice.
i put no hopes on it.

2008-05-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

as when i thought it will be dumb to know too much[:

2008-05-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

if only some were to be in the same league as i am,
life, maybe, will be more colourful

wish me luck for tomorrow.

i know, my next week never comes la.
i am trying to make next week happen.

i am so in love with those songs.

2008-05-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

i've a busy friend[:

2008-05-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

now i dream big.
bigger than i ever imagine.

its not an escape, its not a getaway, its a brand new adventure.
gonna scrimp and save this minute.

in about a year's time, hopefully, i can proudly say, hello world(:

2008-05-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

happy birthday weilin!
happy birthday mom!
happy birthday bro!

their birthdays are on the same day, how cool!(:

sorry weilin that i couldn't join.
anyhow, bro have got a bunch of really sweet friends.
they surprized him in the evening when he was having his nap, in his BOXERS.
dinner was with family, grandma, uncle, godsis(i suppose i should address that) and bro's friends.

2008-05-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

it felt as though there was this invisible bridge there all along,
just that i didn't really till today.

was it me? i don't know the feeling is just different.

2008-05-19T16:56:00.002+08:00

celebrated weilin's birthday on the 16th and bro's birthday on the 18th.
advance celebrations.

watched made of honour last night with ruth, shiying, weiping, lennon and yanni.
huanwei, weilin, calvin and kokwei were there too.
we watched the same movie, were at the same location but sadly, different theatre as they watched the later time slot.

once again, the RV people, walked home from town to Spize, second time.
i bet they love yanni and i to the bits for we messed up their screensavers.
weiping got shiying's picture and vice-versa, and ruth got lennon's picture and vice-versa.
but hey, not bad right.
then it was about auntie maria and her spouse, so it was about darling maria and dear sir.

and yes, read this, i made DEAR SIR, send out a SMS to DARLING MARIA reading this,
darling maria,
i am going back to hell, see ya and don't miss me too much.
from dear sir.

ok, i rock.

2008-05-10T02:12:00.002+08:00

i have a dumb friend(:

2008-05-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

the forbidden kingdom.
show is nice.
but english is crap.
the only word pronounced most accurately was, bitch.

2008-05-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

when i tried to be good and stayed at home on a saturday night,
mom and dad will ask me why are you at home!
but if i am out on a saturday night,
they will say, why you always go out till so late.
contradicting indeed.

next week gonna be a long week,
got sub-comm camp proposal presentation at FDM LALALA.
tentative camp date is out as well.
problem is the shirt, not really settled when orders were supposed to be made this week.

2008-05-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

As, i no longer have a reason as to why we meet, but hopefully we meet up often.
Bs, i've many reasons as to why we meet, but as such, i am really lazy and tired of all those organizing.
Cs, you all have many reasons as to why we meet, but i don't really have the courage to meet you all now.
Ds, i know meet up is a must, looking forward to each, but each time i don't really feel in place.
Es, is not that i don't want to have meet ups, but we just don't have much of a common topic.

happy birthday huanwei!
no karma, no karma interest too ok.
loll.

2008-04-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

randomly,
i miss this friend.
hello friend where the hell are you!

randomly, this friend is back.
an total ass.

2008-04-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

firstly, and lastly,
i just wanna say,
i hate huan wei!!!
he knows why,
so does those who were with me today.

2008-04-26T21:11:00.004+08:00

before i heard of the my house for movies,
gonna update.

met up with wendy and shendia.
went to queensway shopping centre,
bought a new pair of glasses!
my beloved stranger helped me choose it,
(she asked me to add this sentence)
anyhow, i am glad with my new pair glasses,
there were many other cool glasses BUT i think i will look too cool in that them.
now mom want me to bring bro to make his glasses tomorrow. darn.

a nonsensical conversation of the day,
"what show are we watching tonight? forbidden kingdom?"
"definitely, maybe"
get the joke?

did i ever mention that i am thinking about my future now?
hmmm...

2008-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

ultimately, i still don't know the answer.

yes, i am the fickle-minded one.
after much much thinking,
i guess, it will be too hectic holding both at the same time.
and that probably concludes everything.

2008-04-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

internship starts this monday,
celebrated calvin's birthday on monday at vivo earle swensen,
met up with some engine friends on wednesday night,
now everyone knows helmet.......

i have my answer already(:

2008-04-20T22:04:00.003+08:00

back from Week 0, had quite abit of fun, though it was pretty tiring.
went back to school for meeting yesterday. it was a long one.
then to TPY then to vivo to return wendy her stuffs.

went back to vivo with ruth to shop in the afternoon,
saw huanwei, as well as damien and wendy and the girl from ams.

internship is gonna start and i won't see many many for awhile.
definitely i'll miss them(:

for one i apologize and thank.
for the other hopefully i will get to talk to you,
for the last one, i gave you a chance to say but you just lost it.

i have nothing more to add

2008-04-12T01:16:00.003+08:00

first of all, i wanna say,
ohmygod, my friend said i do stunt! she thinks that i am so evil la! darn i don't wanna see her again already la!:(

anyhow, first stop for the day was SGH, thank you huanwei and weilin for accompanying me wait(:
second stop was Seah Im for lunch, duck noodles which tasted like prawn noodles.
third stop was Vivo City, shendia came, but weilin and left for the
fourth stop which was TPY, had dental, once again, thank you weilin for accompanying me. (i had my hair chop)
fifth stop, Spize, was supposingly to meet angie weiping and ruth only. BUT along the way, angie saw myat maw, then WE saw jiajun and shenghan who was meeting zhenwei who was meeting tzeping. and TADA, there were 9 of us then. shiying couldn't make it
sixth stop, the last stop, weiping, myatmaw and zhenwei left, tzeping drove us to TBP to meet gabriel, then chill at subway, OMG, we saw marcus.

to end off, after sitting on tzeping's car, i think that huanwei is indeed a safe driver. lol.

and omg, i so sad now cause of my friend's fault!

2008-04-11T02:00:00.002+08:00

had sakae tea time buffet with weilin, calvin and kokwei.
was a pretty last minute thing.
then spent like an hour to think where to go after that.
went HMV then ended up at Starbucks. had Mocha Frappuccino(:
high la.

later will be a long day.
first up, hospital,
then lunch with whoever are going to the hospital for donation drive,
then if time allows will go to school for some reasons,
then going TPY to buy some stuffs and dental appointment,
then meeting some secondary school classmates (the usual + the not so usual and hopefully a friend whom i haven't contact for awhile)

was thinking of making something for all those whom i am meeting up with tomorrow.
BUT then again, am too lazy and it was too late to get all the ingredients.

when you asked, somewhat, i feel that you knew...

bed, its late.

2008-04-10T00:28:00.002+08:00

had lunch with ariel at Seah Im Food Court before heading over to fling's place for pizza making together with HuanWei.
anyhow had fun, its all about freestyle (according to HuanWei) and creativity.
the pizza taste good la(:
will post the various pizza pictures up one of these days.

went back to school with the thought of wanting yiting to try BUT she left school already! awww.
anyhow, they all sure look hungry just now.

2008-04-09T03:15:00.003+08:00

to
i don't know but
nothing seems just weird ever since that eating incident.
i don't know, maybe only you can tell me the answer,
but i know you will tell me.
hopefully you know i am refering to you.
then i realize, its all about backstabbing and being hypocrite.

2008-04-09T02:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Jamie, whose birthday falls on 7th April.
Happy Birthday KaFoong, whose birthday falls on 8th April
may all your wishes come true!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG!
classic name!
omg, stop MIA-ing ok.
either working or dating! then forget us.
anyway, may all your wishes come true!

2008-04-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

cleared some air,
thank you(:
and minhui, thanks too.
back from MTC last night,
then with usual just now.

lastly,
happy birthday to tze choong, the bully!
stop being a bully already eh.

2008-04-01T02:05:00.002+08:00

i think i must go for some priorities setting class.
i bet many out there is nodding their head vigorously right now.
some will say that i don't know how to manage things well lately, others will say that i can't prioritize my things in the right manner.
i say, both.

2008-03-25T02:11:00.002+08:00

went to school today,
was late, took a cab,
stupid or what, i hit and injured my head while boarding the darn cab.
now my head hurts like plusminusdividetimes.
think i am suffering from concussion.
mom scolded me for my clumsiness.
back from FDM chalet, here's the thing, i doubt mom will allow me to go tomorrow.
well, see how it goes.

2008-03-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

week wasn't that bad.
it went like,
step up 2 for the third time on saturday.
lunch with those secondary school kids on tuesday and thursday.
school to teach yiting on wednesday.
vantage point with the usual on thursday, then spize. home at 3+am, slept at 5am
today met up with the usual, had steamboat at my house, kung fu dunk, DS.
here and there, i didn't blog up some details. ohwell. whatever,
lazy to blog. can't be bothered. till then.

2008-03-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

fear for the worst?
oh, whatever.

2008-03-15T02:47:00.003+08:00

before i start blogging.
i wanna thank this 3 wonderful friends, probably you all don't know who you're but well, hopefully you know that i am refering to you! (:
especially the 2 whom i messaged.

watched Step Up 2, again, but this time with charlotte, weilin, shendia, damien, kokwei and tianwen. calvin was there, but he didn't watch.
dinner was at ichi ban boshi, oh trust me, the journey we took to reach there was one hour, all thanks to damien. why? ask him or ask us.

met up with fling for awhile before meeting ruth.
had starbucks. java chip frap.
i bought a wallet from espirit!
ohyeah, lennon called. he said, life there ain't good. poor him=x

Step Up 2 again later. 3rd time, man i might end up remembering those moves. darn.

when i thought you will at least be more supportive,
and i thought you would understand,
but in the end you were no different from them.
somehow, somewhat, i don't really wish to.......

2008-03-13T02:00:00.007+08:00

firstly,
happy 20th birthday tianwen!
i know its late, its now 2am already.
happy belated birthday(:

went back to school on monday to study with stranger.
see i am a nice friend!

tuesday, i totally spent my day with my NDS!
harvest moon!

today. or rather yesterday,
went to watch Horton with weilin,
the show is nice!
during the movie, i received a message. ohwell.
then to Clarke Quay, weiqin and kokwei came.
then the story goes on.
and it was mine idea.
anyhow, saw yiting at Central!(:
and i only told...
anyhow, thanks stranger. for whatever reason it is, thanks. i can't remember why, but i told you i will thank you in my blog.
time for some DS. i haven't touch it for the whole day,
but i am kinda tired and hungry.

Some people laugh, And some people cry,
And some people live, And some people die,
And some people run, Right into the fire,
And some people hide, Their every desire.....

bye sucker/bitch/ lemon, i am gonna miss you when you are away. serious. like real, lol.

2008-03-09T21:43:00.004+08:00

went sentosa with weilin, yanni, wendy and tzechoong yesterday
then fisherman's wharf for dinner.
i got burnt.

was suppose to go to sentosa today with lennon, ruth, yanni as well.
then there was a change of plan, we went to marina square instead.
lennon was complaining that he haven't watch movies for ages.
so we decided to check the cinema timing, and there was step up 2.
so we watch it. he wants to watch it too but he will be in the army already.
oh, the show is darn good. i'm so gonna watch it again!
Jack's for lunch/ dinner.
went Vivo City to shop. celebrated twin's birthday there.
ok. yeah, i know, i am so gonna be dead on my birthday because of all the ideas i come out with on their birthday.

ok happy birthday to TWIN in advance.
and goodbye lennon, enjoy your life in army, we will meet up when you're out.

i trembled so hard.
i was darn scare.
and i thank God for both of you who came.
and the one who i messaged.
especially the one who i picked yellow clothes for.
i so gonna love the 3 of you forever!

2008-03-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

financial crisis!
you tell me about it.
smiles or frowns.

its splitting up.
no more threesome, foursome, fivesome, multisome already.

Never Forget. Never Forgive.

2008-03-07T18:10:00.003+08:00

back, from my class chalet.
during the first night of chalet,
most were playing PSP or DS or PS2
went prawning, as usual i caught none.
talked nonsense on the second night.
i am feeling more aimless now.
what should i do the next few days or weeks before my results are out.
two events, one worth happying about, the other not.
in fact the other makes me kinda sad. but oh well. things do change.

avoids? i think we're or is it i'm or you're or they're?

All the world's a stage,And all the men and women merely players;They have their exits and their entrances
things do change.
just another stage play.

go MIA, or not go MIA?

2008-03-04T02:12:00.001+08:00

another day,
i am tired,
things change.

2008-03-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

it's 2:15 am right now, i am suppose to go to bed once i am done writing my stuffs, but here i am, still blogging.

yesterday was just another day,
went out with ruth in the afternoon,
didn't go to church as had a bad headache this morning.
bought 2 books to read. Sweeney Todd and The Memory Keeper's Daughter.
ok, to be frank, i might not dare to read Sweeney Todd in the night, because the book cover looks kinda.

ruth is going attachment tomorrow, so is weiping.
lennon is going into the army in another week.
and soon it will be my turn to go for attachment.
everyone is gonna be busy, except for yanni.
randomly, i realised the whole group of us have the same strength, Maths

never did i realise, things change.
be it one day, one week, one month or one year,
that whole thing was just another dream.
as such i am happy with where i am now.
those joy, those laughter, those days...
with them or without them, life still goes on.
that year, it was never a mistake. and it open new doors.

is it possible for one to build up their other self-esteem?
well... let's see.

time check: 3.08am, i swear i was doing something important.

2008-03-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

so i had a wonderful dinner just now.
honestly, i didn't have much of the appetite.

wanted to buy my slippers BUT, you should know why.
spent nearly 200bucks still BECAUSE,
its a loan from my brother. he bought a pair of shoes and jacket.
OH WELL, i will eventually get back the money.

the bus journey home was hilarious because of brother playing a deal or no deal game with me.
that blackmailer.

and just yesterday we were talking about it,
then today it happened..
i admit, i don't dare.
i bet the 3 of you are so gonna laugh if you find out about this.
i am feeling plus minus divide times, you should get my drive.

2008-03-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

i am here to say,
i now can have more choice of food, not just chicken and fish and vegetables!
but i still can't drink
though
i am done with that 2weeks treatment.
yesterday marks the end,
no more weird shit! (i hope)

to be continued...

2008-03-01T01:00:00.003+08:00

29 February 2008,
The Leap Year,
it marks the end of the exam.

somehow, i am feeling lost,
as the goal is achieve, i don't know what to do next.
and now, there's no more exams for another don't know how many more months.
as we will have our 19weeks.

so today, i had lunch, Fish & Co. with my classmates,
movie, The Leap Year, with shendia, weilin and wendy,
dinner with lennon, yanni and ruth.
every single time spend with each group was a fruitful one.
had the usual blah blah blah nonsense(:

i admit i do detest of what you're doing,
but as a friend, i was scare though i say, relax.

2008-02-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

how's exam so far?
all were quite ok.
i studied at home most of the time.
this is rare.

i wanna complain,
i didn't have enough sleep last night,
but still, thanks for the midnight calls to wake me up to study and morning call to wake up so i won't be late for exams.

watch sweeney todd with ruth today,
the show is both interesting and exciting!
but the blood is darn fake.
anddd thanks for staying up last night just to wake me up!

have faith you once said,
but its too long a journey.
i don't pin any hopes.
life is hard,
but why till this extend?

2008-02-19T01:19:00.001+08:00

as such, i knew none will stay,
i knew this would happen,
but i still choose to play.

2008-02-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

went mr tang's house with some classmates along with coursemates.
then to huanwei's house after that.
journey to mr tang's house was interesting.
journey to huanwei's house was exciting with him racing with grala.

i have nothing else to say,
my mistake.
my bad.

i could no longer tell you,
because, i know you no longer bother.
i lost count.

study hard for the mains people.

2008-02-16T11:05:00.003+08:00

a thousand lies to cover for the first,
yeah i'm sad. very.
but i know it was my fault.

looking at those lot,
i rather die than to finish.
its a killer.

didn't head home after class,
went to meet some friends,
wanted to drink but then again..

2008-02-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.

2008-02-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

its Valentine's Day today, Happy Valentine's Day.
late lunched with huanwei, ericia, wendy, shendia, grala, weiting and tzechoong.
then the evening was spent sleeping

so far, the week was filled with projects.
and some other nonsenses.
i can't wait till tomorrow comes.
it put an end to almost everything!

then i was asked if i could cope,
i guess i could but honestly, i don't know.
on every prospects, my faith, confidence is running low.
yeah, i do need some help.

pardon me, but at the end of it, i still feel weird and awkward after what happened.

2008-02-10T01:51:00.000+08:00

talking about bringing things to the next level,
i think i am bringing it one level down,
or i am bringing it levels down,
or i can't be bother to touch it.

the show sucks, like totally,
aunt was totally right,
trust the reviews man.

they, i so love(:

2008-02-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

looking on the lighter note, CNY wasn't that bad when you have your cousin being the driver(:

had energy audit project at Calvin's House today.
hahah. it was fun la.
and SOMEONE's shirt was... HAHAHA.

ohyeah, ah meng died. aww. how sad...

then, i realised i am always covered by them.
yeah. i am touched.
but you don't have to do this for me you know...

my knee is injured..

2008-02-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

ohyeah, forget to add,
i am not going rafting,
because of a friend & parents.
don't ask which friend if you know you will know.

there's another factor, which i myself will say its an excuse rather than a reason.

2008-02-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

CNY,
if i were you, i won't ask.

BECAUSE.......
its the most boring season ever!
maybe the best and only thing is to see your cousins and say "HELLO, how's life?" and maybe that's it?
cause they will gather around the table and play cards.
which i don't play. HAHA

OHOH, the most exciting thing i had so far for past 2 days was, i met with an car accident!
wow. how exciting.
but yeah, i am still alive.
i swear it was
THISCLOSE

ah, i can't be bothered about anything and everything around me.
take it or leave it, i don't care!
ohyeah, i am swear i am so not gonna touch alcoholic drinks, this is for real!

soon, we will need to start planning.

2008-02-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

ok,
got to taste huanwei's tiramisu.
i sure was high after that. what happened in the clubroom in the evening was one of the highlights of yesterday. another event to add into my unglam moments(:

and yes, today,
shockedaces?you bet.
i was speechless, but hahaha.
cabbed home after class,
cousins were here.
but some of them didn't turn up.
maybe i will see them again tonight,
well hopefully, if not there's always tomorrow!(:
and
i escaped the prawn peeling this year.
due to a scalded finger.
cousin peeled it for me. so sweet of her.
i am spending CNY with a scalded finger.

blessed or cursed?
i say, both. [=, the forced smile.

i am very sorry,
i know i am a disappointment.
you have 100%
and i have only got 75%
sorry, maybe to you, its a mistake.

2008-02-04T01:35:00.000+08:00

am i a blessing or curse?
you make the say.

it still hurts like crappp

2008-02-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

went to Cineleisure to watch CJ7
free tickets so why not?
ok the show, not bad uh.
and my fingers still hurts.
can't really typed.
friend of mine suggested me to use microphones to chat instead. how nice...

2008-02-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

was suppose to go out with friends just now,
but the blur and clumsy (well, according to my friend) me scald my fingerS with hot water.

one word. PAIN.

2008-02-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

had I-Guides Finale on thursday after school.
then dinner with wendy, shendia, dexter, tzechoong, kokwei and damien.

special dedication to:
wendy, huanwei, dexter, tzechoong
THANKS LOTS man!
especially to tzechoong, you make me famous in just less than 5mins!
i was totally innocent la! it was both wendy's and huanwei's idea! ARGH
wendy, you this friend! ):
and yes, tzechoong, if you are reading this, i am so gonna make sure you walk at my height! though it wont be really difficult for you =P

ok, EAUD test today, sure die, i never study. i slept through out when i was SUPPOSE to wake up at 4am to study.
i cabbed to school, was late for ORGCOM meeting, 18bucks. DARN
went out with shendia, weilin and wendy after school.
collected my movie hamper,
Jack-In-The-Box --> scary shit, i don't like.

i love weilin for messing up my hair,
i love wendy for helping me tidy my hair each time someone messes up,
i love shendia for laughing at whatever weilin and wendy do to me,
and yup i love yiting for she is yiting!

ok, both of you are not a .... =D (better now?)
i am still thinking if the talk was appropriate though... [:

you have to believe it to see it!

2008-01-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

you two just seriously make me speechless.
but somehow or another, i am glad we talked.
though I was reluctant from the start.
you both are not a...[=

i still love you both dearly too..
i love fling and twin as well(:
adding on, i love yiting too!

2008-01-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

in the very end, both of you make me speechless.

2008-01-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

LGAS is like on thursday and EAUD is like on friday.
but lets take a look at what i did today.

had nuclear medicine test. i am positive that the results will be negative. oh well. i can't blame anyone. i bring it upon to myself. BUT on the lighter note, at least i got the test done. i had been waiting for this test to be over since the day i was given the appointment.

skipped lectures for ORGCOM.
and HA, i was darn high, darn dirty, darn crazy for sure.
blame it on the peach TEA.
was suppose to spend sometime studying after class today. (BCM only lasted for like 40mins! how cool is that) but ended up crapping in the clubroom, looking at clouds (superman, ultraman, guitar, butt crack, boobs? LOL), rainbow, talking nonsense, deciding whether to go for a movie and psycho-ing huanwei to join us.
so the outcome of psycho-ing huanwei was,
vannessa, calvin, shendia, kokwei, huanwei and i went to clarke quay for dinner. settled and Manhattan Fish Market. it was great fun(:
vann do you still remember how you ran with your heels on somewhere last year? LOL
ARGH. LGAS and EAUD quiz are approaching and this is what i did today.

two is a companion
three is a crowd
four is a party
five is a mess
six is love
and you both are a.... [=

TWIN, whatever it is, you will have my support. and sorry, i know i am not good in words.

well, tomorrow will be a better day

somewhere, i lied.
sunday was demoralizing...

caffeine is my kind of drug. it makes me high(:

10 metres apart,
i know this feeling sucks
but still i don't know why.
there wasn't a definite answer as to why.

2008-01-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

how should i put in words?
everything just seems wrong

tomorrow shall determine,
then Friday shall know.

’Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong
I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
in a lie...
Brompton Cocktail

a portraying of characters.
chaos or loves, you decide(:

2008-01-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

ok. let's talk about yesterday.
it was JAE then
it was dinner with River Valley People.
i swear i was darn hungry yesterday. we sure ate hell lots and it sure was sinful to eat so much.
and that this group of them came over to my place. so yeah. we drank, i swear i drink little. i didn't know no reply means no. so you can't blame me! LOL.

played cards, tan xiao hui stayed over, ok. i am seriously sorry. LOL. hey i was darn tired last night..... LOL

2008-01-27T11:13:00.000+08:00

i swear i was darn tired yesterday.
a long day,
plus those tablets......

blame it on the location.
fcuked, i haven't bought my CNY clothes.
can i like not spend CNY this year?
because i waited.

2008-01-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

eh, that's a darn bastard act.
but ohh..caught in the middle i should say..

2008-01-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

just another piece of junk.

tension headache, what shit.

band concert,
was there super late,
i sincerely apologise.
but hey, reached in time to listen to Mrs. Yeo talk. i miss her talks. i swear this is true.
HSS. its been a while.. and yeah i saw my mother(:

2008-01-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

ok. yesterday class was all about 19weeks, 456hours, 27360minutes, 1641600seconds.
its all about SIP/ MP.
me together with huanwei got meritus mandarin! and yiting is joining us too!(:
say hello to 600bucks(:

HERE'S THE THING. I AM ATTENDING ANOTHER BAND CONCERT THIS FRIDAY.
WAHAHAHA.
YEAH.
I KNOW.
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!

and yeah, till today, i still remember the joke 2years ago,
mr lennon choi mistook our VP as my mother, to think we were from the same secondary, and he doesn't even know who is VP was!

don't feel good about it...

2008-01-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

eh.
i don't understand.
but i can't say anything.

was pretty much speechless.

2008-01-22T08:14:00.000+08:00

staring up into the sky,
thinking why i woke up so darn early.
should go to school today?

i am no runner, i can't do sprint hurdles
because i will just trip and fall.
my legs are short.

sorry.
so will you still hate me as much?

2008-01-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE CHAN WEI LIN!

and she's such an ass i swear. LOL

2008-01-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

Lighitng project in school
AM project at Calvin's house yesterday
a day for projects(:

then it was a day for the Post OH.
thanks ASS and others who helped out today. it was really a last minute notice.
then went to ECP for OrgComm(:

this is random
i am in the mood for...
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
beware the phantom of the opera...

lastly, thanks.

and ruth! why... LOL

2008-01-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

school was not very friendly this week.
pretty much of a woohaa going around.
its all about mp/sip grouping.
shall not elaborate much on it.
you will know if you know.
huanwei, wendy and shendia were really funny today! LOL
they did really stupid things, throwing of footwears into bin, running around and pushing the bin into the clubroom. LOL.
everyone were like getting so entertained..

and really, thanks to that many people. (:

and yeah i love my ass for being such an ass(:

2008-01-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

there are 4 things that you cannot recover:
the stone after the throw
the word after it's said
the occasion after the loss
the time after it's gone......

there's no such thing known as being nice now.

2008-01-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

man, school sucks big time, i swear. why? i shall not elaborate

yesterday was a long day, and once again i swear i wasn't feeling good as in physically.
yeah. to wendy and co. thanks for hiding my bag uh. make my life so bloody miserable when there's no spectacles to look at the not so big projector screen, no lecture notes to doodle on. no pen to write and no jacket to wear when it was darn cold! and yeah, even yawen knows about me losing my bag! thanks people.
to weilin, shendia and wendy, thanks for waiting for me after school, you girls seriously need not wait.
met up with river valley while helping TWIN with her work.

so today, nothing much happened. had Attractions Management meeting, i think i was more productive today as compared to previous few other meetings.

for once, i requested to my parents that i don't wanna attend classes tomorrow.

the outcome you asked. i don't know. how are we going to conclude this so it has got a beautiful ending? one story, many endings, you choose, you decide.

faith can move mountains, and i believe it.
close your eyes and walk the road.

2008-01-13T11:44:00.000+08:00

OK. i am suppose to blog this.
so here it goes.

WENDY KOH
is both nice and sweet.

and this only valids for a day. so time now 11:46am

2008-01-13T10:25:00.000+08:00

8Jan
it was overnight packing day. stayed in school.

9Jan
HuHD project submitted.

10-12Jan
bus guide for the first 2 days. kids(:
and then was posted to the main bridge on the last day.
overall was fun.
friends came. cousin too but wasn't able to meet her.

yet another day.
didn't attend church. overslept.

live life to the fullest today as there might never be a tomorrow again.
randomly i miss them

and then again, is this a mistake? (:

2008-01-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

home. surfing the net while clearing my system (its all thanks to that chilli)
was on the phone, psychoing mom to get her phone. AHEM. its benefits me you see. she is so willing to change with me if i want. WEE. she renewed the maxonline contract. so would have a new camera too. can only collect on the 15 though. ok its good enough :)

yesterday was IGuides Promotion Day. finish giving out the promotion quite fast. learnt the art of promoting.
then went town (lets not elaborate on this shall we?)
then rushed down to SCH for concert. was on time for the concert but late meeting the rest.
overall yesterday was great. i saw WeiYue!!! its been 6years since i last met her. how am i not glad that she still remembered me.
and its pretty sad that its only been 2years and some of those younger ones can't recognize me. they make me look like a total idiot when i waved and said hi.
then was spize after that.

i was super late for project today. many apologize.
super tired.

i have yet to jump down to the pool.
and i have yet to purchase it though.
OH next week. WEE.

wanted to go over and say hi. but didn't dare to. so i'm gonna say it here, HELLO! :D

next up, primary school gathering. a secondary one will be good too! i am sure it would be interesting.

a better person.

2008-01-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

it gets on the extreme ends.

thank you jessica for sending me home on wednesday(:

so BCM-ed for wednesday and thursday, slept only in the wee hours.
friday, today,
BCM-ed like again deadline was extended. but was almost done so finish up and handed up.
slack in clubroom together with shendia, charlotte, kokwei, damien, calvin and huanwei. one comment, "fun & laughter"
then was dinner with deimos.
darn tired the lack of sleep and laughter drain my energy away.
anyway, thanks those who helped me BCM.

look flying squirrels......

2008-01-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
its 2008. i got home 3.30am.

so yesterday was the last day of 2007.
so this was how i spent the last day of the year.
had classes from 9-1. had gift exchange but i forgot to bring mine. damien got mine, and i got his. how coincidental.

went to watch alvin and the chipmunk after class at Plaza Singapura together with shendia, weilin, wendy, bro and tzechoong.
then it was dinner at chomp chomp together with the same group of people except without shendia but with yiting and yanni.

went DH after that with damien, huanwei, kokwei and weilin. the counting down part was hilarious, all different time zone.
went west coast park after that. damien and his dance. lol.
i swear that they were all darn high, darn mad and darn funny last night. played with sparkles and lightsticks.

now i have 4 people making sure i don't drink. ya thinking about it is not even allowed.
but hey though i can't drink it, i still can see others drink and i shall drink grape juice.

overall i guess its wasn't a bad year.
i made quite a few good friends in 2007.

i am gonna go wheelock to collect my thing now. WEE.
and yes i bet i hit 1.8k yesterday!

busy week ahead.

2007-12-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

before i forget to blog about this,
wendy is not a petty person and she can't multitask.

2007-12-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

WOOOOHOOOOOO. i just got my butt kicked up, side and down by my mom!!! CONGRATS TO ME!
WOOTS from 1st november till today i spent a total of 1.7K ok and i seriously think it will hit 1.8k by the end of 31st december which is tomorrow! WAHAHAHA. ok. can i like not go to school tomorrow? staying at home makes me save (oh like real! my parents will be the one spending if i am home. waste electricity. come on sherry save the earth and stop wasting electricity.)
OH YES! you must be wondering what did i spend on! ok.
here goes the list:
I DON'T KNOW!
maybe i do know but i just can't remember.
darn now my mom doesn't allow me to buy NDS. well for the moment. WAHAHAHA. i have got my ways.

adding on to my first new year's resolution which is to not drink for the whole of 2008 (darn till now i still think i shouldn't have set such resolution cause its almost impossible?)
my next new year's resolution will be: SAVE.
and yes, my next nexy new year's resolution will be: stay healthy and fit! i wanna swim in the swimming pool again. forget about the allergies man.

ohyeah, weilin said she wants to live till the age of 85, well for me 21! HAHA darn means i have only got 2 and a half more years left. SHIT. LALALA~ ok this is crap.

darn high due to the butt kicking. so pardon me.

2007-12-30T02:30:00.000+08:00

i went out with 3 drivers. and yes, i am the only one who don't know how to drive.

and ok. adding on to the last sentence of my previous entry,
opps. i am sorry but i didn't keep my promise.
sorry to my 3 friends.
please don't kill me.

2007-12-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

once again, twin i am sorry! i know its not easy.
anyway, its a Saturday people!
i was home alone watching home alone(:

and yeah, i wanna join NYAA. like after so long i have decided to join again.
~~ohhhhh. sometime life is such a pain in the ass. ahhh. life sucks~~

time check: 22:00, will be going out later i guess.

~~no worries. i keep my promises. well maybe not all the time but for this i will.~~

2007-12-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

life is shit.
just being random.

watched dan in real life.
not bad. quite nice.
love is not a feeling but an ability.
this holiday, i had been slacking.
at the same time, everyone had been asking me this question: "why did you cut your hair?"
my classmates had all seen my new haircut.

i have yet to buy gift for the gift exchange.

and yes, wendy sucks at multitasking.

2007-12-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

currently watching LOVE ACTUALLY while blogging. the show sure does bring back some memories. the songs too remind me of somethings (: ohwell. someone should know why.

went for BCM project research today together with wendy. weilin couldn't make it.
thank you huanwei and carelyn for lending me photocopy.
wendy and i ended up watching online movie.
didn't go for e-guides camp. parents just won't allow.

dinner at bedok 85 with wendy and choong. it was a sumptuous meal.

Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

2007-12-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

had project on the 24th. but wasn't much in the mood already. did alittle then the whole group of us end up browse through friendster.

christmas eve was with classmates(: had fun chatting with them too. but was really tired. mavis is a good chef!
then on christmas day itself, went over for family gathering (i do love my cousins. and i swear to make an effort.) at granny place then to jessica's place. most were late due to the train. had fun at jessica's place! and oh haha i drank. and big thank you to DAMIEN! he help me drink the whole glass! thanks lot.

project in school today. ohwell(:

a friend of mine concluded that i drink alot. ok. my new year's resolution: no alcholic drinks till i officially recover.

the NEW YEAR is coming.

2007-12-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

i watched fred claus online yesterday. not bad.

went for church today. yes its been a long time. then tong shui for lunch.
minhui went for her holidays today.
bro bought his phone already. k850i. darn. 5mega-pixel. touch screen on certain options.
he cleared his PS3 debts. then he borrow again to buy his phone.
i am gonna buy my ipod touch soon. i might also want to get NDS. see how. can someone bless me financially? like PLEASE? HAH.

christmas dinner with family today.
project tomorrow then calvin's house for christmas celebration.
christmas day will be heading to granny's place then jessica's place.
from boxing day onwards will be projects and mor projects.
31december school start. new year's eve. HAA its the new year.

had a talk to a friend the other day. she concluded this. no point holding on to it. i couldn't help but to agree? everyone might just get hurt at the very end. so just let it go.

2007-12-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

3 more days to christmas.
i am not very excited about it.
i am spending alot.
i am broke.

monday
went for project. AM.
it was raining that day.

tuesday & wednesday
had i-guides packing in school. had paper cuts.
stayed overnight in school on tuesday.
dad came on wednesday night.

thursday
celebrated jessica's birthday with calvin, kokwei, huanwei. ate at vila'ge. had ben & jerry's ice cream after that. met mavis, shendia and myra after that.

friday
i had my hair chopped. weilin and wendy saw they kinda laughed their heads off.
went ikea then vivo. met up with secondary school people. celebrate ruth's birthday.
watched MR MAGORIUMS WONDER EMPORIUM
you gotta believe it to see it! (:
i finish my last dose of medication. i am glad. no more medication! well at least for now..

saturday, today.
its the tangyuan festival or whatever the festival it is called.
and i am too broke to go out.
too lazy to do anything.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUTH & JESSICA!

this christmas, i want a cap. like PLEASE.

2007-12-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

ohyeah, i forgot to mention i saw andrew! yes. like its been a year!
and yes i saw yanping too! woots. (:
for both i can't really remember when i saw them. but was this week for sure.

went sentosa with wendy and shendia today. weilin ps us! LOL.
lazy to fill in the details.

remembering the time i went to sentosa with 2 other friends. ohwell. time flies. it was a HAHAHA experience then.

2007-12-15T02:17:00.000+08:00

to conclude previous post, i am here to announce that i am not that unlucky. and many thanks to you!(:

past few days was term test. can't exactly remember who i met to study with. all i know i was very tired. how was term test? either i pass or i fail. i seriously think i will do badly for all. i actually left one whole freaking question blank because i am too lazy to think and write! ohwell(:
anyway thanks for the "wake-up to study calls". it was really nice of you.

let's not talk about Term Test. 10more weeks to Main Examination.

anyway, had lunch at cartel @ TM with mavis, weilin, vannessa, damien, tianwen, huanwei, xuejing, charlotte, kafoong, jessica, calvin and kokwei. learnt alot when we were travelling to TM! totally widened my knowledge.
went town after lunch. was there till 8plus. bought adidas bottle with discounted rate with help of aaron's friend! thanks.
Fisherman's Wharf for dinner. by then, kafoong, jessica and charlotte weren't there already. we had a "talk c**k by the river" session after dinner. wanted to leave at 11 but somehow we stayed till 1am. we were getting ourselves entertained by the extreme swing, bungy and all the gossips.
on the whole, today was a really tired and fun day!
and yesyes. vann looked darn cute when she runs in her heels! =x

suddenly i realise, i know don't know much about you. or rather, i know nothing about you.

some randoms:

my bf! drew by weilin during project management.

drew by kokwei. the x'mas version

chicken! HAHA this was send to brighten up my day.... it sure did(:

time check: its time to go to sleep.

2007-12-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldn't be online at this hour. but i just can't go to bed.
a short summary of what happened.

monday, 3rd dec'07
went to eat KR with wendy, weilin, twin, calvin, jessica, kafoong and huanwei.
celebrated wendy's birthday in advance.

tuesday, 4th dec'07
happy birthday wendy!
i can't remember what did i do that day.
tutorials?

wednesday, 5th dec'07
went IKEA after school together with wendy, weilin, huanwei, calvin and kokwei.
kokwei wants to shop for furniture for his room.
went hougang for dinner. thanks for the treat kokwei.
and yes, as i promised to blog this part.
please stop "hohoho" me! you know who are!

thurday, 6th dec'07
EAUD + LGAS lab discussions. a mass one for EAUD.

there's a talk tomorrow.
i am super tired.

when i thought my worst nightmare was over, it might had only just begun.
can't help but to fear for the worst. 5 out of 6 only the last one can determine.
but i doubt i will be that unlucky? well, may be i am that unlucky..
spell the 5 letter "s" word.

suddenly i am so no in the mood for anything.
can i like not take my exams?

my Christmas's wishes: 2 wishes. one has already come true. the other i know it will never ever come through.

01:54, 14 and counting down.